I wrote a journal entry about Peter’s mother, Nancy, with the goal that she would read it and stop her nasty campaign against us. I mistakenly thought that if the truth was out there, she would give up her campaign of lies and leave us alone.  That journal entry failed to achieve it's goal. I have made peace with the fact that she will continue to plague us our entire lives with her vitriol and evil actions.

However, I would like to thank her and wish her a Merry Christmas. I have encountered no one in my life as mean, angry and bitter as Nancy. She has been more horrible to me and Peter than anyone else in our lives. In that way, she has been a great teacher to me. She has been a part of setting me on a path to discover a means to find happiness and peace no matter what the surrounding reality may be.

Without our knowledge, Peter’s father recently encouraged Nancy to drop her hostilities against us. His attempts also failed. But that is okay. I appreciate his concern for us and our family, but her bitter campaign has succeeded only in making us stronger and more loving.

I wish that Nancy could find a way to find peace and happiness within herself. As a mother, I cannot comprehend her senseless, hateful and hostile actions towards her son, Peter. It pains me to see him hurt when she sends him her horrible emails. I am also sad when I think about Nancy’s pain and whatever has happened in her life that has led her to act this way towards us. I do not speak for Peter, but I forgive Nancy for everything she has done and said against me and my family. I also apologize to her for whatever I have done and said to contribute to the current situation.  I do not want her in my life and I do not wish to reconcile, however I hope that she is able to find a way to be happy and peaceful.

I wake up everyday happy, peaceful and grateful for another day in my life. I wish the same thing for her.